its beeen forevers. and i have no idea if anyone besides rachi actually keeps up with this thing... anyway. so basically work is fun.. ha! and im being forced to go to the work christmas party ( i have no choice.. )  it is supposed to be a  semi formal event and im not sure that  im  gonna like that idea. lmao.  and im not sure shaneo will even be in canada for our christmas party stupid little south african boy.  damn it. cause there will be drinking and i wanna see that crazy kidd drunk lmao! the stupid part is we have to have our work party with the other kelseys. like really how fucking dumb is that. stupid. its cause we have the same owner, and  apparently no one from the other store gets along. which is a weird concept for me cause everyone at our store gets along its crazy cause the creepy cook is gone, and  chantelle is actually (surprisingly) getting better, im still not sure i like her. ha. shes still dumber than a brick. lamo.  

bah must go get ready for work soonish like 20 minutes. and my ride is getting here at like 4 and it only takes like 15 to get there. so i will be nice and early. and then i will feel weird.

so antm makes me mad she so shouldnt have won!fack

omgssssssssssssssssss so i went to the bar last night and got completely wasted and there was alot of dancing and there was a guy that was chillin not all that of a goodlooker but meh

i hate my computer end of story

people are annoying. ha. why bitch about me on this stupid thing? why can't you just say it to my fucking face for christsake... scardy cat:)

i went had fun saw animals.... doing inappropriate things it was sad well for me im sure the babboons and the lions enjoyed it.. that is all.

ended up going out last night they were all smoking(cigarettes and weed) and i smelt soooo bad like the combo of the too and i dont think my parents know/noticed not like it matters cuase i didnt do it anyway but yeah it was goood fun!

i wanted to get snapped outta my tree tonight
but apparently randy is being a loser and not answering his phone so me allie and ashton may not go over there tongiht

my school was on fire. that is all i have to say:)

so i made spaghetti sauce tonight and its really good and im just waiting for the water to boil:D so i can cook the pasta:)

i was at the grandparents today and i was lying on grandpas side and i only teared up like once.... well a tear actually came but then i made it go away. i am proud of myself

so basically im on my spares right now and its kinda shitty lmao cuase i have 2 classes then 2 spares then a class.! which is like super fkn dumb! lmao and so im bored 

o basically i think i may get rid of this thing cause no one ever reads it and im just turning into a little emo girl so therefore i shall go crawl into the fetal position and do what emos do best (no im not cutting) just cry forever or until i get a headache due to dehydration

so basically i dont think i am ready to go back to school and my dad basically told me i had to and i dont wanna go i cant i just cant

so basically life sucks
and that is all

omgs i do not have a headache but i am super tired/thirsty and that was a really bad entry last night and i am sorry for all you who attempted to read it <3

omgs i got drucnks witb alle tonigth and i am os still drucki ad thentrer was ahwole bnutnch of people oadn i was smat  adn didt do ntothing and i got  beer on me and i think i am goonna go to bed
nighttt

am the proud owner of one tree hill seasons one and two

omgs its 620 am and me and my crazy sister(vera) are going to best buy bah! im nuts! its too early to be up but they have pirates 2 for 10 bucks and they opened at 6 im hoping they dont run out i think they have like 30 or something per store(i hope its the minimum) anyway must go peace out

heh just went and got booze.. and well i got a giant bottle.... of vodka but i am sure that it will eventually get drunk:)

1 hour and 58 minutes lmao i crack myself up

4 hours 9 minutes! im totally excited